Requesting prayers of safety for my family especially my kids. My kids fell victim of ridicule, bullying and racism from humans of the unknown by black minority yesterday and I have not yet been told details but I am filled with fear. Still learning of details and unsure if things but fear is there in all and weapons although only Beebee guns (still weapons) were used kids are fine but emotions are not. I am all loving as Christ raised us to be so I know love. I have heard about the entertaining of Racism but am not anywhere as near familiarized with it or dealing with it because it not choice or practice with me so this is a new journey I don’t particularly really want to be walking but at the moment must stay focused I could use some tips and as I said prayer please.
He finds a young man lying unconcious on the ground
The protector that the wolf is he lays down
under the shade of the tree to keep safe watch over the young man
then apeared in the mist of the early day an angel
within the glistening light of the sun
Her hair was so soft like that of soft baby rabbits
her eyes so wide, bright and beautiful
her wings as graceful as those of the flight of an eagle
together they awaited the young man to awake
when he finally wakes and rises to his feet
as the wolf takes his side to protect him
seeing that he is safe not to colapse and fall
as the angel takes his stare
as she gently explains…
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Its a misty, dreary, foggy, grey and eary day
Not a sound to be heard
Only the splish splash of puddles as the vehicles all drive by
Silence is heard from every direction around
As the air is empty without a sound
The temperature around feels chilly and cool
Makes ya just think as something is wrong
The wind is still with just a breeze brushin in with a slight sting to the face that is enough to bring tears to your eyes. Sending chills down your spine your emotions are defined and makes you know that something supernatural is near by.
Then music begins with a tune in your ear
One so close and easy to hear
You silently listen as it clearly is coming nearer and nearer as if for you to hear.
You slow down your heart from from your racing fear to focus more on the message that is soulfully meant for only you to hear
When with a whistle in the wind and a jitter from the chill
You hear a gentle yet soft wwillow as if it were a tiny little owl.
Peace falls upon you like a snowflake of soft falling snow falling for the first time on a young child who never knew.
Listening closely even more aware you listen to hear this message so near.
The clouds lift and the radiant light of the bright golden sun draws in.
Open your ears
I hear it
That is when the whisper of an angel is near
That is when the whisper of an angel is there just for you
Being lost in the world and feeling no safe haven of your own trying to raise three kids who are at steak of being taken away, while trying to survive from this bitter two faced world of fear and disrespect. Life isnt easy while people look at you like a villain when you live homeless in transition and confusion yet. It’s really them who dont understand or even know what life is like for you. Yet they gloat as if they do. I try harder and harder yet to keep my head held high and my smile wide. Yet daily life is still the same and nothing has gone different or changed. With seven years without a job now and no roof to call my own, handicapped raising three kids on my own splurging on scraps and change to make enough change to make all ends meet.
A christmas made from gift cards of my money I have gained and saved. My emotions felt stay focused on one thing….the embrace of christ pulling me thru as my tears still fall from within both my eyes as I only continue so strong to try.
We rarely speak anymore
Yet we pass like two ships sailing the wide seas together
Other thoughts always crossing each others minds day and night
Yet your always there and never here by my side
You really think that that is alright
I’d rather be cuddling with you both day and night with you always and forever at my side
Not just a figment in time passing me by
Not just a thought or dream crossing my mind
I want to hold your name and be proud that I am yours and announce that you are forever mine
I want to make love for real and make the love we feel real and not just a word of the time within life
I dont just want to speak and say how we feel
I want to show you and feel it so much more. I want everything. I want it all to be sereal.
I want a life meant to be for real
I want to be outdoors with you hearing the call of a great horned owl overhead.
I want to be in your arms and holding hands in and out of my bed.
I want to cuddle next to the warm fire every holiday and in the cold
And ride horseback along a moonlit and sunlit beach
I want you to truly be my deepest everything.